when everything broke apart

and all left was a despaired heart;

What to do, what to say?

Who can tell me "you are best this way" ?

Who has the right,

the ultimate might,

to say that love was just not meant to be?

that part of you and me

that part that WAS you and me

is no longer there.

was never even there.

who can say, who?

tell me.

Gw lagi kayak anak kecil nih.. ga kecil2 banget sih,, kyk anak smp lah..

I hate everything: i hate my mom, my dad, my house, my maid, my clothes, my hair, i pretty much hate the world right now for the simplest, littlest reasons

all the hatred made me angry, but i can’t be angry. I know it’s not right to be mad for no reason. And because I can’t be angry when i actually want to, i became sad. Persis kyk orang depresi, i cry for no reason. Bisa berkali2 lagi tuh nangisnya. Gila deh tolol abis gw.

But i cant help it, im angry but i cant so i cry…

am i normal or is this way too weird? Masa gw jadi kayak anak smp lagi seh, whining and complaining about the world, padahal taon depan udah mau kepala dua.. Woot.