approximately 7 months from now i will not be a teen anymore..

by that i mean when i talk about my age, i won’t say "something"-teen

it all begins at thirteen..

then fourteen

fifteen

sixteen

seventeen (this is my teen-age’s heaven)

eighteen

nineteen

[the end]

I’ll start being a twenty-"something" then…

How will life be at that age?

Sometimes im scared, but also curious.. anxious to be exact.

Im afraid i might lose all that i have now. Im afraid i might be a different me and lose it all; all that i have worked so hard to earn. Friendship, love, family, and myself. What if I lose it, being somebody totally different that even i won’t like?